I feel fat.

No, seriously... I feel fat.

I don't think I can wait to change things. I think I need to start NOW.

I've come so far and I've messed it all up. Maybe not all of it... but I feel like it. I need to do this for me.

I'm going to cut back the soda again (That still starts Jan 1st) and start drinking more water. My body misses it big time. And the milk. God, the Milk...

This pain in my chest is no excuse. Christmas is coming early and my present to myself is my health. I keep saying this but when will I actually do it? Hmmm....

So frustrated!